Trying real hard to stay motivated

For some reason I'm having a real hard time not being depressed.... That seems dumb since I'm on so many pills to stop that feeling. Drank to much night before last. Haven't done that in a long time and planning on not doing it again. I get really disgusted with myself when that happens. It has gotten alot better so I just have to remember that tomorrow is a new day. Took all my pills as directed today. So we'll see how it goes....